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ON YOUR EXPENSE!

by SMACKED

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1.
LOSE CONTROL 02:47
1. LOSE CONTROL We'll come to get you, you should write it in your head No, you don't want it, but we'll do it anyway You are fighting hard, misguided, tried it, feeling bad Your mind is wired, no way out, can't understand. WE' RE GONNA GET YOU, WE'RE GONNA GET YOU NOW WE'LL TAKE YOU OUTSIDE, THE SUN IS SHINING BRIGHT WE'RE GONNA GET YOU, NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY NO, WE WON'T LET YOU NO, WE WON'T LET YOU We'll break into your room, yeah soon you'll be exhumed Undo the bad things that you'd do, we'll make your dreams come true misunderstood, yes sure, we're ending this for good Terminate it, calculating, deep exhaling, breaking trough WE' RE GONNA GET YOU, WE'RE GONNA GET YOU NOW WE'LL TAKE YOU OUTSIDE, WHERE THE SUN IS SHINING BRIGHT WE'RE GONNA GET YOU, NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY NO, WE WON'T LET YOU WON'T LET YOU LOSE CONTROL We came to get you, you should write it in your head No you don't want it, but we'll do it anyway For now you're stuck, bad luck, bad time, it's hard you said. So frustrated, irritated, throw yourself in the garbage, dead.
2.
Taking my time, breath in and let it out, It's not a crime if I have had enough Going aside, this shit is getting rough I need to save myself! I was falling apart, when I thought that I was tough I need to restart, but I'm standing there handcuffed Learn it by heart: No one will crush my trust that I save in myself! It's a brand-new day with a fresh new beginning It is all ok and no one, no one is screaming So hold yourself now it's finally time to move on! Finally time to move on! I am taking my time, learning to have no doubt Stand on a mine, it wasn't my last knockout Nowhere to climb, escaping the waterspout I need to save myself! It's a brand-new day with a fresh new beginning It is all ok and no one, no one is screaming So hold yourself now it's finally time to move on! Finally time to move on!
3.
GHOSTS 02:28
I will try, to explain, what I did learn by today It's all a lie, what they say, you believe them day by day That's what they want, that's what they need, To evolve from wolf to sheep Now set the time, rise and shine, You will sleep when you will die! And When the mail you sent returned to sender They put your words and thoughts into a blender And not a single word that day was spoken You better keep your eyes and mind wide open now! Break the chain, free your brain, They will vomit their champagne We weren't slain, don't abstain, we will sniff all their cocaine Don't even try, to explain, I won't fall in the trap again Because I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care! And When the mail you sent returned to sender They put your words and thoughts into a blender And not a single word that day was spoken You better keep your eyes and mind wide open now!
4.
I'll never fully get you. What do you want to say? Whatever you would tell me I wouldn't listen anyway Bite me hard, piece of shit! (You) can teach me how to retreat, drown me alive in concrete Nobody will corrupt me because I'm loyal to myself You will never understand it, so you better never say it loud! And you will never ever have it, it's a part of me goddamit, So never try to steal what I am holding for myself! And If you ever, ever stop me It would be a bullet in my brain! Don't try to pull me around, I'll hit your head to the ground, you will be drowned in the pond! Don't tell me now to calm down, I'll drag your head trough the town, to show them who is the clown! You will never understand it, so you better never say it loud! And you will never ever have it, it's a part of me goddamit, So never try to steal what I am holding for myself! And If you ever, ever stop me It would be a bullet in your brain!
5.
LEFT ON SEEN 02:19
It must be 20 years or so that I am fighting this disease I have lost the count of times - the times that I have been dismissed I was going to extremes, but the extremes kicked back to me I just hate the fact that you left me on seen! So here's the fuckin' truth, I'm telling you now right straight to your face, You think I'm gonna chase? Nah, no, no, I think you're out of place, I'll go for days, remain unfazed, you drown in guilt, you get it? Now you will chase, I will be praised by you – you filth! You get it? You get it? We changed the roles! You get it? Haha! Just unfollow me, you small pee pee, for you no Christmas tree You can't unswallow all the shit you had to eat you got for free I just wanted to remind you: I'm here from 1983 Do you regret the fact that you left me on seen?
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Manipulating my mind, make me blind so I won't find, what is going on with my life all the files that I had sign have been declined You said that I would be the only one to know, when it's time to go, well I don't know, so tell me couse I need to let it go Forget the days when you were saying it's a new beginning For you it's the same but not for me, 'couse it's my heart that's spinning Smash it, stretch it! to the end, you were supposed to be my friend, Supposed to be my friend! Protect me, protect me, it's a sign I will never find Suicidal ideation is going, going trough my mind Protect me, protect me, where's the trust I've never had? I will do my best to erase what you just said, erase what you just said. Detonating bad thoughts from your lies, connecting dots Post traumatic stress disorder is breaking out, is tying, tying my last knot Is this the end or the beginning? You will know. Take your sit, no entrance fee ,and pick the role And now enjoy the final show. Don't have my back, you backbone splitter! All you had to do was to: Protect me, protect me, it's a sign I will never find Suicidal ideation is going, going trough my mind Protect me, protect me, where's the trust I've never had? I will do my best to erase what you just said, erase what you just said. You were supposed to be my friend!
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INFILTRATE 03:18
So hear me out now that's my thought on how to change the world Educate yourself and infiltrate in, set your goal! Change the rules for good so the good will always beat the bad it will never gonna change, never, never gonna fade away Wait! Then dominate! Wake the dead, restore the faith in people, raise your head, I said And please don't hate! Don't hesitate! Make it all right now his majesty has spoken! Heartbroken, mind is open, walking down the line everybody will be joking We'll make it and they won't take it, this is our home yeah, we will reshape it! I believe that knowledge will always, always set you free Free your mind and free your heart, it's so easy you will see No one*ll ever have the guts to say that you're not right On what's you gonna say, and don't forget compassion to prevail. In a world of decay find a way, To make a lasting change, forever brighter than the day, we'll have our say, We will reshape our world, together It won't be easy, but we'll gonna make it! No riots in the streets, no stupid battles in the air, In silence, we'll proclaim, with minds and hearts we'll be aware. Through books and data, all the facts, oh yeah, we will unveil, Infiltrate into the system, infiltrate in now and change the game. Crying in the streets, nothing we can eat Children witnessing the end, will you ever understand? We will infiltrate, please don't hesitate A brighter, better world, restore! With the power of the right word. In a world of decay find a way that will make a lasting change, forever and brighter than the day, we'll have our say, We will reshape our world, together It won't be easy, but we'll gonna make it!
8.
It happened all so fast, no rest, like a spit in the sink, Wait a minute, have my eyes just blinked? People always said life will make me think, but all it did was sending a wink And then I wonder: AAAAAAAA It's like a big wave coming AAAAAAAA I don't know how to swim trough AAAAAAAA By the age of 30 AAAAAAAAAAAAAA You should have a dog, anxiety, a dog with anxiety Give me back my past! Breakfast with the 90s cast, TV commercials were my only stress Break my middle finger and peel my knee, stupidity did set my free And then I wonder: AAAAAAAA It's like a big wave coming AAAAAAAA I don't know how to swim trough AAAAAAAA By the age of 30 AAAAAAAA You should have a dog, anxiety, a dog with anxiety
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I am pushing to the limits I am pushing to the end I'm aware of my mission I will never break or bend I spit grit & determination, that's the fuel for my soul I'm grinding hard until I reach my goal I Am going EVERYWHERE, Stop me and you'll be dead! I Am going EVERYWHERE, Hey you sir? What did you say? When life gives you lemons, squeeze them in the water gun Have no mercy, shoot people in the eyes and have some fun Yeah, what I have just said, it's kind of mean Sure it will change the way you think! I Am going EVERYWHERE, Stop me and you'll be dead! I Am going EVERYWHERE, Hey you sir? What did you just say to me? You can push me to the limit, you can push me to the end I'm embracing all the challenges, But i wouldn't recommend I am ready to fight, ready to bite, ready to blow up your mind!
10.
RISE UP 01:52
For the fighters outside, that are fighting in their lives, people tell you that you can't go on Have faith in yourself and reverse all the spells, carry on, until you'll be gone If you need me I'll always be there But I know you will get anywhere Hold my hand and hold it tight I will drive you save straight through your life Falling and falling again, but whenever you'll fall you will rise up If you don't have a hole in your head It means that your skin is just tight enough After the storm, when the rain will be gone, a big rainbow will flash in the sky We're all feeling good and we're all feeling fine, it's a hot sunny day in July So hold my hand and hold it tight I will drive you save straight through your life Falling and falling again, but whenever you'll fall you will rise up If you don't have a hole in your head It means that your skin is just tight enough
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Forget the times your mother told you should work your ass off if you want a car, if you want a house, I am saying I will pass all All I really want is to play golf, Instead I'm stuck in time the days are passing by like speeding trains in Yamagata My job consists of 10% working and learning lessons the others 90s are for losing time and dealing with assholes, That leaves me with depression, I'm seeing no progressions, new dimensions need to come to blow bad thoughts away: So I will shit on your expense It's not a steal it's self-defense! I said it, I calculated it if I spend 10 minutes in it It's 40 hours of paid shitting a year and more sleeping Now that's just the beginning, you're saving hard on toilet rolls and water use, abuse the soup with no excuse! So I will shit on your expense It's not a steal it's self-defense! When my boss will make a dollar climb, I will make just a miserable dime, Well that's the real reason, that's the real reason why I'm pooping hard on our company time I will be paid, to shit on you expense!
12.
HADABNU II 03:57
Lost in the darkness, I'm awake, it's a bad dream, Wading through the shadows, things just aren't what they seem. I see some faces all distorted and obscene, But in this twisted world, Will I find my self-esteem? And every time I'm lost, confused and feel abused I will never be refused No, I will never be refused I'll push it hard against the memories I hate The anger I can't regulate No, I won't lose my faith, no way! NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! Life lasts from birth to death A cry with the first breath The last heartbeat, you're dead. I found myself trough tears and laughter, I licked my wounds, the scars came after I'm pulling off the sticking plaster At the end I will be my own master I have lost, what I found I sticked my head into the ground I escaped from my past I swear I really did my best To express what I felt To confess that I'm obsessed To be the perfect man on Earth But imperfection will set me free forever! NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! It's my message that I learned To help you when it hurts So keep in mind: NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! NO ONE WILL STAY! Life lasts from birth to death A cry with the first breath The last heartbeat, you're dead.

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released March 1, 2024

released March 1st, 2024

Produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by Nenad Putnik @ ATTIC Studios (Orehovlje, Slovenia)
Album artwork by: Mortis, design by Erik Pibernik
@2023, SDNL records

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